Being The Only Non-Drinker At The Party & Tips On How To Survive
Yesterday I was officially 14-months-sober from alcohol. Yesterday my sobriety was also put to the test. I believe that I passed the test, but yet still failed it in a way. How is this even possible you may be asking? Well, I didn’t drink which is how I passed. But I wanted to scream and let out this growing feeling of misery and uncomfortability that was at my core being. I hated the way I felt. I wanted to drown this woman (me) that started to hate everyone with a drink in their hand. I’d be lying if I said that I wasn’t jealous or the people who could drink.
I was invited to my boyfriend’s daughters’ 21st birthday party which also doubled as a Halloween party. I was told that attendance was mandatory. I was uncomfortable…
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